Still Your Queen

<You better take care of your words, I'm still your Queen!>

I m'han quedat els ulls en blanc de soledat,

Sóc un covard però avui tindré cor de soldat.

Oh les nits que mai s'acaben, 

els dies són més curts.

Quan estigui lluny de casa,

sense projectes sense tu.

Canviaran la meva roba, el meu nom, el meu cabell...

..No em pegui, no he nascut per militar

No He Nascut Per Militar - Sau

I drew this the other day (last week actually) and never posted it 'cause I was not in the mood, even though I liked the drawing, I didn't like the idea of posting it on the worng moment. Anyway, I was listening to Sau and No he Nascut Per Militar started playing, and the drawing came to my mind, so I  decided I would post it.

So here you have Tora, once again. (You know, my OC that's a Queen and that I guess you don't know much more about her nor the story that "I am writing". That needs being said like that 'cause I haven't wrote a line for two years now. I know, I am ashamed of myself.)

Anyway, she's on her pajama's but ready to fight 'cause something unexpected happened at night time, and even though she's not wearing what a Queen should wear, she's still as powerful and imposing as always. She's not meant to be a sweet character, well, she is sweet, but only for two people in her life. She doesn't know how to care for everyone (obiously she cares about her people, but I'm not talking about that kind of caring), but when she cares about someone, she cares deeply.

After the Training

Però no es rendeixen, somien il·lusions...

I would say I'm going through a "hard" drawing time. It's not that I'm out o inspiration, actually I've got a bunch of ideas for new drawings! The thing is that I know I will not have enough time to spend on them and so, finish a drawing. 

Also I've still got to finish old ones I started 3 or 4 weeks ago, and the feelings for those are growing out of me, while new ones come in, and I can't handle this 'cause I cannot get those ideas out of me, so all I do are little sketches 'cause I do really have no more time to spend drawing stuff, and it stresses me, and whenever I find time, I draw a bunch of stuff like this one up here, because it helps.

So here, have a little Korra with another hairstyle after some bending training.

Be Brave

I will hear their every story,

Take hold of my own dream,
Be as strong as the seas are stormy,
And proud as an eagle's scream.

I will ride, I will fly,

Chase the wind and touch the sky,
I will fly,
Chase the wind and touch the sky.

Touch the Sky - Julie Fowlis (Brave's Soundtrack)

Last Sunday my friends came to me saying that they wanted to see Brave, and almost one week later, guess what we're going to see this afternoon??? Friends, movie and sofa!!! :)

It also needs saying, that I've been pretending to draw Merida for a long time now. I love, love, love her hair. It's all wild and free and it goes here and there. And also, the ginger is precious, bright colours that shine through the darkness of the deep enchanted forests.

I don't even know what I'm saying, I just love this tales a lot, and Celtic soundtrack is wonderful, and that song above couldn't feel better right now. You know I love the wind, so mix it with amazing landscapes, freedom and celtic melodies and that's it. I do not need anythig else.

Going back to the point. I've got to finish two drawings, I know, and I wanna do some projects too, and I don't even know when or how. I just wish I had more time to spend on my drawings..

Hope you'll hear from those drawings soon. (It's been a busy week) But till that day, hope you enjoy this Merida's sketch.

ps. It snowed!! only for a few minutes and not much at all, it didn't even got white, but oh! how I love snow, and those were the first snowflakes I've seen this winter, and the last ones I'll probably see. So understand me when I get overexited about the fact that some snowflakes felt from the sky.

Unfinished Valentines

"It won't be long till we can have a home"

"You're my best man!"

"I will buy you a whole Christmas Tree farm!"

And this is it people. I wish I had had time for finishing this ones too, but they still look nice as sketches.. :)

featuring Sherlock, Jonny Pierce and Jacob Graham.. :)

Hope you had a wonderful day! It's been nice sharing the love with you, and some wonderful things have happened!!! I am still screaming inside and smiling on the outside!

ps. Sorry for the crappy quality of the photos.. they look nicer in my sketchbook but well.. 

V-Day card 2: I'm Going to Hug You!

And another one!! Hope you're really enjoying today and spreading love!! :)

Got so many ideas.. I wish I could make them all!!

Happy V-Day once again! This time with Ten, he wants to huuug you because you're a wonderful, brilliant and important human! so much bigger on the inside! 

Happy Valentine's Day!

Yaay! I was so filled up with love that came from all around the world this morning, and even though I'm not really into V-day, ideas just kept rushing in my mind, and I thought it was too sweet not to do it. And so, today is a day to spread love.

Hope you're having a wonderful V-day!! :)

I love you all!

ps. I've got in mind to do more V-day cards, this one is a The Drums one, hope you like it!! hehe, had fun and love doing this one!

ps2: I made an "only cheerful love songs" playlist for today.. and it's helping!

It's when I hold you close..

..that I feel you're mine.

Even if only for a secod, that one second is for me.

"I'm lost in my random thoughts and places

It's been a lonely travel

I've seen the sun eclipsing in the dark

and it didn't mean a thing..

You're lovely to every sigle motion

You kept me far from the shadows

My feet refusing to touch the ground ever since"

Monday, Tuesday, Wensday, Thursday - David Fonseca

I love this two too much, everything they've gone through, good and ba moments, cheerful and sad, and then, (as my obsession recently seems to be David Fonseca) this song started playing.. and, well..

So actually, it's just that I was thinking about how much I love hugs, and I wanted to draw people hugging, and somewhere in the process, when I was doing the guy's hair, it turned out to be Ten, so I just finished the piece as Ten and Rose fanart 'cause I do love them, a lot.

This was maybe not a drawing to be post here at all, I don't know, but I wanted to show up once again after yesterday's post because I was scared you could get me wrong and think I was giving up this blog. I Am Not. I was talking about a whole different thing, a thing that I didn't want to write completely, just the way I felt about it. I am sorry if some of you got me wrong..

So this might be my drawing to tell you that I am alive and still posting and that it wasn't a goodbye to the blog, but to something else, not for that, less important, I'd say much more important, maybe, but in other terms.. just different.

Going back to the point, maybe it's just that I love hugging too much, or that I have memories attached to it down in my heart, and those memories make me love it even more. I don't know, but it's alright.. sorry for my rambling.. I don't even know where I'm going with all of this. 

I simply love hugs, 'cause from time to time I've got those type of hugs that feel wonderful and amazing in every single bit of them, and I don't really know how to put it in words, but those hugs... they simply make you feel better, everything feels better and broken hearted, but in a good way.

You feel your heart beating harder and slowlier, and it feels like it's melting, and they seem to last for a really, really long time, and everything's alright.

I leave you with this bit of wonderful lyrics.

'Kiss me , Kiss me, If that can make it right. Try me, find me, just throw them on me... those failed expectations.. floods and afflictions you're through, 'cause I just might take them home with me."

The Movie Ends

There's not a single spark

To ignite all the fireworks that could light up this dark.

And so the movie ends, who knows how it began?

well, before all is gone
I'll take in this moment, I'll cherish this thought.
A ray of sunlight is burning everything in sight,
burning black and white

And it's alright to give in
I know that most of this will past
Still all that comes with you will stay,
Like it was built to last,

but it shall pass..

It Shall Pass - David Fonseca

I don't think I like waking up from dreams, I'd say I really dislike it, but it happens, and you suddently realise you have to keep moving on, you can't hold on to that dream anymore because there's nothing to hold on to.. and it hurts, and forgetting is horrible, and I don't wanna forget anything, and I don't think I'll do. 

But sometimes you've got to let go, and it's pretty much... bittersweet.

I'm really tired at always having to forget.. still not forgetting at all. And as always, I'll wait till the day this memories become precious treasures to keep forever with myself. But till that day, it still hurts..

So I think there's just one thing left to say.. Goodbye, it's been amazing dreaming and hoping and trying and learning and getting better at things and failing at others.. I've learned a lot, and I've loved so many little things that I'll never forget, and I hope I'll never forget the overall feeling of this.. because it was wonderful, and I don't want any bitter memory to ruin it. 

Sometimes, when you've had your eyes closed for such a long, long time, it hurts when you let the light in, still, the light is precious... 

Sorry this has not much sense said this way, out of context, but I wanted to write this down somewhere..

ps. this is just a little doodle I started today as I finished school, still working on a bigger drawing that I've got to finish, but missed posting things on the blog, and writting my ramblings.. Hope you don't mind. 

Still lots of work to do everyday, so I cannot spend much time drawing, and that's killing me..