Unfinished Valentines

"It won't be long till we can have a home"

"You're my best man!"

"I will buy you a whole Christmas Tree farm!"

And this is it people. I wish I had had time for finishing this ones too, but they still look nice as sketches.. :)

featuring Sherlock, Jonny Pierce and Jacob Graham.. :)

Hope you had a wonderful day! It's been nice sharing the love with you, and some wonderful things have happened!!! I am still screaming inside and smiling on the outside!

ps. Sorry for the crappy quality of the photos.. they look nicer in my sketchbook but well.. 

V-Day card 2: I'm Going to Hug You!

And another one!! Hope you're really enjoying today and spreading love!! :)

Got so many ideas.. I wish I could make them all!!

Happy V-Day once again! This time with Ten, he wants to huuug you because you're a wonderful, brilliant and important human! so much bigger on the inside! 

Happy Valentine's Day!

Yaay! I was so filled up with love that came from all around the world this morning, and even though I'm not really into V-day, ideas just kept rushing in my mind, and I thought it was too sweet not to do it. And so, today is a day to spread love.

Hope you're having a wonderful V-day!! :)

I love you all!

ps. I've got in mind to do more V-day cards, this one is a The Drums one, hope you like it!! hehe, had fun and love doing this one!

ps2: I made an "only cheerful love songs" playlist for today.. and it's helping!

It's when I hold you close..

..that I feel you're mine.

Even if only for a secod, that one second is for me.

"I'm lost in my random thoughts and places

It's been a lonely travel

I've seen the sun eclipsing in the dark

and it didn't mean a thing..

You're lovely to every sigle motion

You kept me far from the shadows

My feet refusing to touch the ground ever since"

Monday, Tuesday, Wensday, Thursday - David Fonseca

I love this two too much, everything they've gone through, good and ba moments, cheerful and sad, and then, (as my obsession recently seems to be David Fonseca) this song started playing.. and, well..

So actually, it's just that I was thinking about how much I love hugs, and I wanted to draw people hugging, and somewhere in the process, when I was doing the guy's hair, it turned out to be Ten, so I just finished the piece as Ten and Rose fanart 'cause I do love them, a lot.

This was maybe not a drawing to be post here at all, I don't know, but I wanted to show up once again after yesterday's post because I was scared you could get me wrong and think I was giving up this blog. I Am Not. I was talking about a whole different thing, a thing that I didn't want to write completely, just the way I felt about it. I am sorry if some of you got me wrong..

So this might be my drawing to tell you that I am alive and still posting and that it wasn't a goodbye to the blog, but to something else, not for that, less important, I'd say much more important, maybe, but in other terms.. just different.

Going back to the point, maybe it's just that I love hugging too much, or that I have memories attached to it down in my heart, and those memories make me love it even more. I don't know, but it's alright.. sorry for my rambling.. I don't even know where I'm going with all of this. 

I simply love hugs, 'cause from time to time I've got those type of hugs that feel wonderful and amazing in every single bit of them, and I don't really know how to put it in words, but those hugs... they simply make you feel better, everything feels better and broken hearted, but in a good way.

You feel your heart beating harder and slowlier, and it feels like it's melting, and they seem to last for a really, really long time, and everything's alright.

I leave you with this bit of wonderful lyrics.

'Kiss me , Kiss me, If that can make it right. Try me, find me, just throw them on me... those failed expectations.. floods and afflictions you're through, 'cause I just might take them home with me."

The Movie Ends

There's not a single spark

To ignite all the fireworks that could light up this dark.

And so the movie ends, who knows how it began?

well, before all is gone
I'll take in this moment, I'll cherish this thought.
A ray of sunlight is burning everything in sight,
burning black and white

And it's alright to give in
I know that most of this will past
Still all that comes with you will stay,
Like it was built to last,

but it shall pass..

It Shall Pass - David Fonseca

I don't think I like waking up from dreams, I'd say I really dislike it, but it happens, and you suddently realise you have to keep moving on, you can't hold on to that dream anymore because there's nothing to hold on to.. and it hurts, and forgetting is horrible, and I don't wanna forget anything, and I don't think I'll do. 

But sometimes you've got to let go, and it's pretty much... bittersweet.

I'm really tired at always having to forget.. still not forgetting at all. And as always, I'll wait till the day this memories become precious treasures to keep forever with myself. But till that day, it still hurts..

So I think there's just one thing left to say.. Goodbye, it's been amazing dreaming and hoping and trying and learning and getting better at things and failing at others.. I've learned a lot, and I've loved so many little things that I'll never forget, and I hope I'll never forget the overall feeling of this.. because it was wonderful, and I don't want any bitter memory to ruin it. 

Sometimes, when you've had your eyes closed for such a long, long time, it hurts when you let the light in, still, the light is precious... 

Sorry this has not much sense said this way, out of context, but I wanted to write this down somewhere..

ps. this is just a little doodle I started today as I finished school, still working on a bigger drawing that I've got to finish, but missed posting things on the blog, and writting my ramblings.. Hope you don't mind. 

Still lots of work to do everyday, so I cannot spend much time drawing, and that's killing me..

Luminescence

While the wind of the night is still pure and the break of dawn far away, close your eyes and feel the luminescence of the world around you. It's fresh and it gets drectly to your heart. It fills you with a strange magical power and you feel capable of it all. 

This is one of those little moments when you feel the world around you and how marvelous it is and you got a feeling that you're gonna live forever and ever and ever!

Just sketching a little bit. Been recently inspired by some wonderful pieces of art, people's words and marvelous videos and interviews and also some great people being simply cute and marvelous to each other and that, all those things feel great, and bring a warm feeling in my heart. And sometimes this is all I need..

This sketch was not even done to be posted, just for myself, to get things out of me, but I like it, I really do, and I wanted to work with colors and softness and everything and not caring that much about anything but the feeling (that's why this wasn't meant to be post). Anyway, hope you don't mind me posting this and as I have not said this before..

Happy new year! Lets hope for some great adventures to come and tons of hapiness and smiles!

PS. love, love, love that quote. When I first read The Secret Garden and I was going through that part tears started falling down my cheek. I thought I would never be able to put into words or find someone who did, that feeling, the way I sometimes feel. But I did. And I will always keep it close to my heart...

PS 2. this drawing is inspired by an old lovely photo (a little bit).

Uninspired and running out of time

Estática.. las luces y el color
congelan Nueva York
en este cuadro que cuelga de la pared.
Refugio del dolor
que marca mi latir
y he decidido venirme a vivir aquí,
sin ti, no puedo..

Nueva York - Vega

Uninspired and running out of time, that's the way it feels lately. I do have a new wonderful tablet which works fab and gives me much more control in my moves but the best I can get out of myself is this. I'm so sorry.

I feel the lack of something, and I think I get an slight idea of what it is, but I cannot do anything about it, still hoping though.

On the other hand, I have so many things to do for university, exams and work, and I keep pretending I have time to waste like this.. can't help myself.

Hope you're having a really nice start of the year, and I'm sorry this is my first drawing (here) of 2013, but things will get better once again.

And if you're feeling a little need of love, I give you this kitties love. They will really love you and care for you wherever you are in this little world.

ps. Love the beginning of that song. The rest is alright, but I really love its beginning, I can feel the lights of the city slowly turning on and off in a cold street, as if time had stopped extept for the lights that slowly go on..