Unnable to do work

Why am I able to do this in just five minutes or so.. and unable to do the drawings I've got to do for school ??

bahh.. feeling frustrated today.. sorry.

You don't know how it feels

..you don't even care.

I don't want this dream to end..

.. not yet.

I wish you would stay, but it's not in my hands such thing.. and it would be so mean to ask you to stay if you don't want to, but, oh, how I wish you would stay.


I dunno, lots of feelings and thinking about smth.. I really don't know what's gonna happen next, the only thing I know is that I have the feeling that the dream has already gone.. that was it, and I missed it.. now maybe there's only the phantom of it..


by the way, the one up here is Connor Hanwick, from the DRUMS

Only the Horses

"So I'll just tell you now, this is our final bow, if you don't know the way to hold me let me show you how. And if this is the end, it's the best place i've ever been, it feels so good to just get lost sometimes.. Only the horses can find us tonight. Only the horses can bring us back home.."


Scissor Sisters's new song Only The Horses inspiration tonight.. haha :) but also some Aimee Phillips and JP's jacket http://instagr.am/p/JDKzNZvJ3l/ although this two inspirations where not pretended but somehow happened..


the song..

hope you are ok :)

Leaving you behind

"I'm leaving you behind.. being by your side has been the most enjoyable thing ever, but now i've got to go.. i don't know if i'll ever see you again but i promise i'll keep the memory of this place as a treasury.. this few years here have been a dream.. but you know.. after all, this is the place where dreams come true."


I've been thinking about some old story lately.. it left a broken heart, maybe two. So what do you think, what hurts more, being left behind or leaving someone behind?

Bee Hoping

There's a place i'm going and I want you to be there
if you give yourself to me, I'll take you from here

and then we'll be in love and free from all I've come to be

Either way, I'll be hoping

for the day when I see you

either way, I'll be hoping

for the day when I can see your face..

Bee Hoping - Joy Electric

So this is an old drawing.. i believe i draw this one last summer... but never really get to finish it. 

And now I don't know why.. maybe just because i was listening to it.. but Joy Electric's Melody suited here.

here's the link to the song (myspace) i could not find a link on youtube.. sorry. 

http://www.myspace.com/music/player?sid=34576158&ac=now 

Keep your hearts open to the lovely melodies that come to sweet your dreams at night..

I'll be by your side

"Don't worry, whenever you need me, i'll try to be there by your side.. and if every stupid word i say is gonna make you smile, i'll say the most stupid things, and never ever stop. And i'll never miss one smile, no i'll never miss one tear.."

Been drawing all day.. and now i needed to do this.. it was like.. <oh, i've got to draw this now..> and i did it, and actually is the first drawing i really like since my "the kid and his synth"..

hope you like it..